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Not really sure what I am going to say but just felt like blogging anyway. I have been too scared to get on the scale for a week because I am pretty sure I have gained weight :( but at least this time I am trying...

I am really pissed off though because I can't run because I am too heavy and have shin splints. The other day I tried to go for a run but had to stop because it hurt so bad I literally couldn't stand and I never stop my work outs like that. It just sucks because after a year and a half of staying as far away from running as possible, now its all I want to do and I can't do it. It just makes me kick myself in the ass all over again for letting me get so fat and unfit.

NEVER AGAIN.

Disney

There is something about watching Disney Channel that is so calming. I swear I am not a creeper but what I would have given to look like the Disney girls too... They will never feel ashamed to show pictures of their childhoods because they are perfect. I know I'm not supposed to dwell on the past, but I can't help but wish i had looked like them because I think life would have been so much easier.

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Isabel Lucas

Is so gorgeous! It would be lovely to look like her!